life rant

oh I am soooooooo angry and jealous and just overall upset. my boyfriend lives far away and I am just so emotional and jealous because people around me are getting engaged and I am sitting here like. i don't even know what to do with my life. i am stressed because I have exams and am also studying for my MCAT. like I never feel emotional at work and here I am very upset and weird. I got into a little fight with him because I feel like he says he loves me but doesn't really show it. maybe I am wrong đŸ˜£. thanks for reading