need support......

I have a weigh in tomorrow. I weigh in every two days and I know that I've gained about four pounds. I'm lying here in bed crying and I need someone, anyone to tell me something good. I have to write it down and tell my mom what it is, and she is going to be so disappointed especially since I've been doing so well. I don't want to tell her and I don't want to go to school tomorrow and I'm fat and ugly and no one loves me. everyone says I'm great but I look in the mirror and it's like what do they see? I need some support.. please don't judge me.