sexually frustrated

I havent had sex in like 4 months 😴 crazy .... this guy i talk to i couldve fucked him and everything with his fine ass 😍 me and him were so fucked up one night mannn 😍😆😛🙆 i know he wanted to fuck and he knew i wanted to but we didnt because he knew i was ready i guess 😂 but i was but idk why we didnt 😂 i shouldve bc it was such a wonderful night , he treated me like queen that night 💯 but the reason why i didnt fuck him frfr is bc ive only knew him for like 3 weeks and im not the type to just fuck a nigga thag early and i respected that he didnt care if we fucked or not , he stayed around bc he sees the type of person i am and likes it , he sees im not a goer like these other hoes and thats why he fw me so heavy 😘 but my birthday next month so yeah yall know im gettin dicked downnnnn 😍😛