Okay, honestly emmbassing

So my long term boyfriends family had this bbq,and I came with. they had a theater room and we were sitting in there playing video games and I was sitting in his lap (fertile week so I'm horny as fuckkkkkkkk) and I wasn't playing at the time and I'm just sitting there like "Can I suck your dick? Please let me suck your dick. I'm horny as fuck and I need to get layed. Can I get layed during a family bbq? Is that weird?" (Yall this was honestly the thoughts inside my head) and his uncle just comes over and was like "You okay? you zoned out" and there is nothing more embarrassing that sitting on top of your boyfriend, thinking these horny ass thoughts only to be confronted by his UNCLE. Idk just thought it was kinda funny and embarrassing