That feeling of impending doom...

When I first started trying I was so excited on my TWW. I truly believed for the first four months of trying that this was the month. Now with every month that passes and another AF comes and goes I become more and more frustrated, more and more down hearted. How do you stay positive? I just feel my body isn't working. Now I'm due in a week and I feel like I don't even want to test, I've heard people saying this before that they just wait till their AF is late till they test. Before now I was like how can you wait? Aren't you temped to test?

But now I'm like F*** you pregnancy tests! You are not my friend! I'm not going to waste my time and money on you! Go and be positive for someone else! grrrrrr!

I am so over this trying BS!