When you just know it’s your month

I know I e been posting a lot, but I have been so excited and I just knew it was my month. I knew it had to be our turn after nearly 2 years of trying, tracking, and praying. With my sister-n-law pregnant & due in January with her 2nd and every where I turn there are pregnant women...Anyway...so I started feeling really sick Saturday at 9dpo. Now, today at 11dpo still feeling sick I went to the dr, and they confirmed I am not pregnant, but that I have strep!!

I feel so defeated, and I can’t do anything but cry. I don’t really have anyone I can talk to about this that really understands...