Finally broke up with my boyfriend.

He was and still is the sweetest thing out there. We are still friends but not together which I think is better for both of us. Lately I’ve been feeling like we should break up and I wasn’t in love anymore. But I did still love and care for him. It was beating me up because he was my first boyfriend and it was me breaking up with him. I didn’t want to hurt him so I kept it going. We talked about fixing it and trying but nothing was working. So I finally got the courage to end us. He wasnt absolutely sad because I wasn’t leaving him for someone else which was true. I need to focus on my school and work and other obligations. It feels weird but I think this is better for both of us and I feel a lot better now that all that weight is lifted off my shoulders. I used to think about breaking up with him all the time which isn’t healthy at all. He wasn’t the right person for me and as I matured I saw it. We met when I was 16 and now I’m turning 20 in less than a month. I prayed and God showed me the answer. I’m ready to focus on me and live life and enjoy myself.