an outlet for my pain

I have been feeling over whelmed by pain lately after trying for 10 months with absolutely nothing I decided to take my pain and put it into my artwork and this is what I came up with

the womb coming up into a dying tree of life symbolises the pain of feeling like I am failing at making life and the baby snuggled inside covered in flowers symbolises how beautiful and fragile the gift of having a child is the black womb surrounding it is all the doubt and fear so yeah this is my representation of how I'm feeling