I saw him again

5 months ago I was assaulted by a friend. It was so dark, he covered my mouth.. I felt like I couldn't say no.

Today I saw him. He walked past me, and he looked at me. But didn't say a word. Every part of my body started to shake and I just wanted to cry. I know that in his mind he didn't do anything wrong except for use me. But I almost lost it today. He broke me... I want to transfer schools almost. I'm doing online classes so I don't see him around