Help me please

My close friend is pregnant and she is mad about it. She doesn't want the baby at all?! My husband and I have been TTC for 2 years and she's mad because she got pregnant again!!

Idk how not to be mad at her. I secretly hate her right now. I know that is so wrong of me but I can't help it. she is pregnant with her 4th child and my husband and I can't seem to get pregnant no matter how hard we try.

I am starting to feel like the universe hates me! I need help to not be mad at her. I need help to not get so sad about this. I am just lost and I have no idea what to do. please give me some advice because I am drowning here

p.s. I posted anonymously because I don't want to take the chance of her seeing this