My baby deserves the best and I sometimes feel like I'm not

giving it to her? does anyone else feel like this? sometimes I feel like I can spend more play time with her. give her more or better food options. sometimes I feel like I'm not so patient or sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in my own thoughts or in my own worlds to be 100% emotionally available. being a sahm is really difficult because I feel like I should be giving 100% she is only a year old but still