Tubes Tied

On Thursday I got my tubes tied. I have only wanted 3 kids, that's what I have so I should feel fine, right? Well Friday my cousin had a baby girl and I am a little jealous. I have 3 boys which I love, but didn't get my baby girl. I'm done having babies and in a lot of pain and apparently can't take Percocet since it makes me super sick. Ugh. Life. I'm just writing because I have no one to talk to. My doctor also took out my Mirena birth control when I was out cold from the surgery and I have been bleeding like crazy.