Stupid period..

I feel like any second now I’m going to start my period. I always feel like this just before I start and it sucks when we have tried so hard to have a baby! I’m begging my uterus to not push blood out unless it’s implantation blood! I’m weird. I know.

Today’s going to be a hard day if I start my period AGAIN after trying for what feels like so long. It’s only been 1 year but still. One chemical pregnancy. One deployment in between trying. All coming down to the start of my period or not.

I know I’m being dramatic but I’m still hurt if I start today or tomorrow!