Secondary infertility 😩

Hiya guys,I just wanted to share this to see if there is anybody else feeling the same or been through the same.

I spent 8 years ttc with my first-numerous operations,plenty of tears and long bouts of depression.I got diagnosed with unexplained infertility,put on the ivf waiting list in September 2014,found out in jan 2015 I was expecting my first child-naturally conceived.Obviously I was elevated,my first pregnancy my first baby I was absolutely over the moon,I still I am that I bore my beautiful daughter-my pregnancy was perfect my daughter is perfect.Fast forward three years later and I am so ready to have another child,the pain of each period has crept back,the anxiety the depression and I don’t know what to do.I spent 8 years in my head a mother - a mother with out a child.This guilt that I have at the bottom of my heavy heart because I know how lucky I am-I have read this exact story before I had my li and thought how dare they feel like that they have one.I never ever expected to feel like this.Anyway,has anybody got any helpful ttc tips,at the moment I’m using a menatrual cup,(used before) I’m using this app is there anything else?had anybody tried any tablets like fertilade? The stork? I don’t want this to take over my life,but I want to be on the right track.please don’t judge or criticise