I think I’m done with this apps

I think I’m out for this month again. It’s so frustrating and hopeless 😩. After two failed IVF’s one is chemical pregnancy @5weeks and recently had a laparoscopy to unblock my tubes and it’s been 2 months of trying still no luck. Been TTC for almost 5 years and had 2 beautiful children from my previous marriage. I’m so disappointed of myself cause I can’t give my now husband his own child and the fact that it’s me who has the problem. With been faithful and praying to GOD for a miracle Baby but I guess it’s not our time yet. I just turned 34 this month and I’m worried that the older I am the harder to conceive... I just don’t understand why I feel pregnant but I did the test today 10 DPO and it’s negative. My nipple is sore and my breast feel like tingling and i can’t have a good sleep with it the tingling part I’m also bloated so bad. But still BFN 😭😭😭😭😭 think I’m done for trying already bcoz it hurt so bad seeing negatives hundreds of times...my bbt keeps dropping and I know that to consider pregnant bbt should be rising not dropping...😭😭