Feel so alone .

I feel so alone and depressed..

My life is going down the drain very quickly.

Is like someone put some bad juju on me.

First I get great news, I'm about to start this new job and then after they hired me and did all paperwork they decide to let me go. (long story).

Before they let me go I asked my boss from my other job for a week off and he puts me on leave of absence for 2 weeks.

Then that happens with the new opportunity and I'm left with no job.

I haven't worked in almost a month.

its so depressing because my husband is working so much and I feel so bad that he has to do everything. I am actively looking for another job and already asked my boss to let me back in the schedule but that won't be til next week..

Then I get into an argument with my

husband and were currently not talking to each other.Only because I tried talking to him and he acts so immature sometimes that I just let him be.

I told him last night that I feel like oir relationship was ending and he's say no its not but he was drunk so he probably didn't mean it.

I just feel like I'm a wreck.. last night in the midst of it all I couldn't sleep and my husband said a really hurtful comment about me not working. He knows it bothers me. I'm not the type to not work.. I hate being home and having nothing to do.

He's being sorta nice to me but what he did I can't let it go that easy and he needs to understand that. I'm not giving him no silent treatment but I'm letting it be known that I'm not okay with everything that happened yesterday.He hasn't even apolovized.

I usually don't let things get to me easily but all of this is happening at once and I feel like my head is gonna pop off with all this stress..