Trying to find my faith..

I’ve always been a religious person, and the last year I’ve become much closer to God. I had an unexpected pregnancy in July that ended at 7 weeks 3 days, which we found out at 10 weeks. August 25th we had the D&C.; It broke me. I was so mad at God. I found out 7 weeks post surgery that I was pregnant again without having my period.

This baby is 5 weeks 5 days.

I have been bleeding twice in two days. My doctor put me on progesterone and strong prenatal.

I need to put my faith in the Lord & I need help. I cannot emotionally handle losing another baby & giving it all to God is so hard.