Porn talk..

So yes I get some people watch porn..but after my past and the disturbing things that happened to me it’s changed how I feel about certain intermit things.. men get a fake view over what people should look like..neat and tidy down there and if any woman has bigger lips down there it’s classed as “ugly” well no..that isn’t right is it?! My partner knows about my past and upbringing and understands struggles in some parts of intermit areas. My partner took it up on his self to stop watching porn after talking to me and getting an understanding of why I am like I am and why I can’t do some acts or watch anything with sex in it..my partner says porn doesn’t bother him anymore as he’s grown up and realised there’s more then that one thing. It’s been months and months. Stopped 1/2 month into our relationship, but it’s his personal choice,I get people go threw stages in life..bad relationships. Bad experiences. It just really gets to me these days where surgery is dished out more times then hot meals..fake is now suppose to be the new “natural” making young woman like myself feel bad when looking at our selfs and seeing small boobs,lips hanging out down there,bums not big enough,flat stomachs not looking like they’ve been hit with a frying pan. Sorry for being personal but my rant today is that any man or woman who looks at these porn stars or models who have clearly had surgery please don’t expect that off a person in real life .. it’s ok to be big down below and have small boobs and a big tummy and flat bum!! We’re all made different and if your partner is true to you they will love you the way you are and never compare you or think you look awful anywhere. If they see the beauty in how you’re made there the ones!! Being insecure is awful when you see all these “perfect” body’s and people and it does have a massive affect on young women like myself. As a mother to be myself I hope my daughter never goes through anything I’ve been through and I hope she has self confidence and no fear on been natural and having bits hang out or small bum and boobs!! I am grateful to have my partner who understands me and does things off his own back it helps it honestly does. Words stay with you forever,after my violent ex who physically and emotionally abused me, after him saying I was ugly and my body was ugly and porn stars look better then me yes it crushed me at the time of course because it was a comment on how I looked and how I am.. now i realise and understand who the fool is and who’s ugly and it isn’t me.. now I have it lovely with a real man and our unborn daughter❣️❣️. Rant over. Life blessings are worth catching and saving⭐️👨‍👩‍👧