I’m stressing out and anxious over everything

8th grade is when I noticed I had bad anxiety and went to a therapist until freshman year when I thought I got over it or something. Sophomore year was pretty ok but now junior year I’m a fucking wreck. I have a 2.7 GPA, failing 2 classes, and I have no motivation to do anything yet I still managed to stress myself out. I’m not sleeping, my family is making me feel like shit about it, self esteem is at a minimum. I just need a long fucking break.

I dont understand how people can do this crap. I’m probably not even gonna be able to get into community college let alone a realist university. Ugh shit. I don’t even know what to do with my life.