lube? a little rated R.

so, my husband is in to this whole anal thing. The first time I let him do it was about a year ago. We tried it 3-4 times, MAYBE. AND HE BEGS FOR IT EVERY TIME WE HAVE SEX.

so here recently within the last 2 weeks I've been letting him. my only problem is,

1. this shit hurts (until you get it in and going)

2. I literally feel like I'm shitting when he pulls it out.

3. To keep his part wet (BEFORE he sticks it in my anus) he will stick it in my v j kinda for a good start. but when I know he is about to do anal, my vj just dries up. it's horrible. I'm so embarrassed. like this is my husband and I can't even please him, type of embarrassed.

but I am trying to keep a open mind about it because, he loves it.

so fast forward to last night; We did the dirty dirty, he doesn't tell me what he is about to do, just kinda starts playing around with his finger, goes to get his penis wet, and I'm dries than fucking California here. like so dry, at this point my vj is like "TF this penis doing here? bitch you no enter"

kinda ruined the whole mood. he ended up putting in his hand. I was pissed, he was pissed.

I brought up we would use lube so he could enjoy himself. he said if I wanted too, but he had never had to use it because he never had this problem before. I was like,

needless to say, I said, OKAY, BITCH I AINT NEVER HAD THIS PROBLEM EITHER. MY VJ OBVIOUSLY DONT LIKE YOU PLAYING WITH MY FUCKIN EXIT WHOLE. SO YOU BOUT TO USE LUBE OR WE AINT HAVING SEX AT ALL WITH YO STINGY ASS. (no not really, but I was thinking it) 😂😂😂

so I guess what I'm getting at is what are some good lubes to use? also more tips on how to make this experience a little less painful/weird. and enjoyable for both of US.