Just want some love 💔

I'm currently having a miscarriage/chemical pregnancy, second one this year, this time I got excited because I have known for longer then the last, I even started buying stuff (I know, I just wanted to be prepared my first son was a month early) and now it happens again... it's not physically painful, I'm not even cramping but the blood is heavy snd bright red 😞

I just feel guilty for wanting this to be over and then feel even more guilty about wanting to try again after 😓

I'm not here to rant or anything I just would like some kind words and love send my way for me, my family and our new angel