On/off relationships

I’ve been on and off all YEAR with a guy, currently we’re off 😂

I want it to be for good this time because as a full time college student/mom/and working a job I don’t got time for the drama.

But something always pulls us back to each other, things will be perfect and then we’ll go back to being so damaging and toxic. I know he’s bad for me and I’m bad for him but I still find him irresistible for some reason, so tips on how to stay the fuck away and not fall back into old habits..