HPV POSITIVE AND ABANDONED HELP

First off, I've been with a man 14 years my senior(im20) for the past 1.5 years. I didn't meant to but over time I feel in love with him. I had hopes and dreams of him sweeping me off my feet and the whole 9 yards. However as the relationship progressed I learned he really wasn't in this for the long haul. My age makes him feel as though I'm not sophisticated enough to present to his family and superior work colleagues. This really hurts me because he will have sex with me but he refuses to spend real time with me anymore. We just hookup occasionally. and I've been trying my damndest to get him to change and to want me but I always fail. He says he can't take a girl my age anywhere and I just wish i could be older/wiser whatever it is. And to make matters worse, i recently found out I have the hpv virus and I'm 99% sure it came from him. So now I have wasted my love on a man who gives me an sti who really doesn't want me and now no other man will want me unless this sti goes away on its own. I just feel used and hurt idek what to do anymore.