Unbelievable

Even though it’s only been a couple of months since my miscarriage, (9/23/17) AND I had a period on 10/21/17 I am pregnant with a positive test yesterday and today. I’m afraid to be excited, and I am ashamed of that fear. Should I go ahead and make a doctor’s appointment or wait a few weeks? My crisis is that what if I wait and lose the baby when there’s something the doc could have done? Also, where can I get progesterone cream? Does it have to be prescribed? I drank a beer last weekend and the week before that I had biopsies taken from my cervix and was prescribed two Valium to take for the procedure. Will this affect or cause another miscarriage? I have 2 kids 9 and 10 and you would think this were my very first. The uncertainty and blatant terror that I am experiencing is downright ridiculous.