My best friend of 5 years had her baby this morning and it just makes my ovaries scream! I want a baby so bad! We have been trying and trying for over a year now and nothing. Does it make me a bad friend to be upset and jealous that she gets to have a baby. She made me god mother of little Haylie Rae and I got to name her (fist name) and she made her middle name the same as mine 💝🎀 They were not even trying. And here I am trying so hard. There are also so many people in my town having babies that shouldn’t be having one. They nothing but drug addicts and getting pregnant or having their second baby.