i dont know anymore..

i feel like giving up. me and my husband have been trying to conceive since June and I'm still not pregnant. Hes been cumming inside me ever since and bithing.I didn't get my period yet this month and iv been getting cramps that come like lightning and then vanish so IDK if that's a sign I'm pregnant so other then that IDK I hope to have a little one soon 😍 sometimes i think i cant even have kids tbh.