How should I feel or what should I think?
My boyfriend has been in boot camp for like 2 1/2 months && I spoke to him when he got his phone back && I cried because when he told me he was coming home I thought home home not having my phone back home, whatever I didn’t trip because I knew it was nothing he could do. I barely spoke to him when he got back because the next day he would have to get on a plane to go to a different state for A-school. Now he’s at A-school && he’s been there for about 2 weeks or more && he has time && chances to talk to me but he doesn’t && when he does it’s for a brief moment. He’ll call then someone else will call him like one of his best friends && he’ll be like let me call you back or something, he never does he doesn’t even let me know wassup. He used to send me good morning texts && he hasn’t since he came back from boot camp && he only told me goodnight twice out of the 5 dozen times he doesn’t call me back or talk to me. I don’t know if I should worry or just give him his space because he knows what I’ve been through && said he wouldn’t do the same, but my sister told me the military changes people. Maybe he doesn’t want to talk to me cause I never have anything to talk about && I don’t do anything cause I can’t right now. Idk but this really hurts, it hurts so much that I cried myself to sleep last night because something doesn’t feel right but Idk
what. What do you guys think???
We just broke up it was mutual we decided to put the relationship on “hold”, he blames it on distance && I agreed but honestly I just think he wants to fuck around without a guilty conscience. I told him if the feelings were real then our hearts will eventually find their way back to each other (in which I hope cause it’s hard to stop loving someone) if they don’t then we know it was time wasted 🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭