Can you relate...

(when he threatens you with court if you leave him and y'all have a child together?) (when he tells you to tell him how you feel and he "understands" but he also understands how he feels about certain things and how you feel is some what obsolete because you have a child with him; using them as platforms for how we interact with eachother?) there's more where that came from. I'm tired of telling him my reasons and he still sprinkles what he wants to on it so he doesn't have to face what he didn't want to hear me say and that includes being intimate 😒😒. We live together, but only because I have no where else to go. And even though he "understands" that (that I dont want to be here), he somehow creeps his emotions through the cracks and makes it complicated. I understand, but I don't like wearing this mask that he presses me to wear by telling me "it doesn't have to mean anything", but it does. because here we go again. I tell you I don't want to (kiss*hug*fuck*etc) and we're sitting here going back and forth about how it would "...mean..." so much to you. "Who do I belong to?" That question 😠angers😠 my soul every time you ask me. Is it just me or am I trippin; but has anybody ever had a significant other tell you they deserved your body because they "earned it"? I don't even remember having this particular conversation. Maybe it's just me😔. #LateNight #Rant #WeAre #Not #ACouple