Feelings about porn?

Hey ladies I am making this just because I want to know how many women watch porn. I know lots of women do but i just hate porn so much. I have no idea why I feel this way and I might be the only one. I am not a prude, I enjoy trying new things. But I also do not masturbate because I feel it ruins my sex life, it makes it harder for me to orgasm. Im not sure why porn makes me so uncomfortable. It could also be that im not 100% confident in the way I look and seeing porn stars makes me slightly envious of there big boobs, flat tummies and what not. But part of it is that its just so unrealistic (obviously, its porn) but in the ways of girls coming so much and guys having huge dicks. Also the thought of my boyfriend watching it makes me uncomfortable but I can't control that and I don't wanna put him on a leash. Part of that is me not being able to stand the thought of him feeling pleasure from other women, I know its not the women in particular hes paying attention to its the sex. which I know how stupid that sounds. I guess I feel like porn just makes sex so degrading and gross. (Like I said, not a prude) Please give me you feedback, if you enjoy porn I did not mean to offend you.