Not sure anymore

Ok, so I’ve been dating my bf for 3 months now and it’s my second time going with him... we really don’t talk outside of school bc his phone is broken and we occasionally hug at school (note we are only in the 8th grade he’s 15 and I’m 14) I get jealous of other people’s relationships bc they do all this and that, but I can’t really do anything bc I have strict parents and I don’t have a problem with that. Sometimes I question my own feelings for him and then I also struggle with self confidence and my bf is one the most good looking guys so I always wonder what does he see it me. Anyways back on subject we see each other everyday in the halls, but I always have to make the first move and it’s frustrating bc he seems like he never wants to make first moves and idk if he is shy. So, I have the this guy friend who I am really close too and he means everything to me and his love life makes me upset and angry bc he keeps going to this girl who always breaks his heart and I wish I could fix his heart but I can’t really do that since I’m in a relationship and I have liked him plenty times before but my feelings are everywhere