Working on myself is hard when you don’t have nobody cheering you on😳 I just want friends I guess i’m too old to make new ones. I thought reconnecting with my ex would help but it doesn’t especially with distance and trust issues. Now i’m feeling lonely without friends or family. I was in a long term 4/5 relationship left my home state and now we have 2 kids. Not being together isn’t the hard part the hard part is feeling so alone & isolated. Have you ever came home from work and was looking forward to telling someone about your day? How about even asking someone how is their day? I converse with my daughter but I crave adult attention & interaction. Not in a nasty or sexual way. I’m just lost and far away from home. Sometimes the good thoughts turn bad once I realize I have nobody to talk too.