I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be ok

My mother is getting divorced. Finally. It’s not a tragic event, I’m happy it’s happening. I agreed to pay for half and my mother’s partner pays for the other half. My half is 2500$. I know it doesn’t seem like much, but I make around 1200$ a month. I have 700$ in necessary expenses, and the rest I’m saving for the divorce.

I started 3 months ago. I managed to have 1500$! I gave them to mom. Then our cat got sick, and that cost 100$, the mom wanted a rug and that cost another 100! So finally I took them back and kept them in the bank. I thought this way she wouldn’t spend from it.

Then, on Sunday, this last Sunday, my cat, got sick again, he had stones on his bladder and almost died, so I took him to the hospital, and paid 400$ from the divorce money I had saved bcz I don’t have any other money till the end of the month!

My cat was better and he was better and he was supposed to come home today, but now the vet says that he might need surgery that costs 800$. Which is all I have left from the divorce savings and basically any money I have.

The cat is my mother’a favorite. When we moved we took him with us even though he’s a wild cat. I told mom he’d have a hard time adjusting, she wouldn’t listen and insisted we take him to our new apartment! Our old house had a garden, this new one is an apartment in a building! And then when he got sick, mom decided she doesn’t want him anymore! But there’s no way I’m abandoning him ever! He’s part of our family now, he can’t survive outside, I asked the vet.

So now, I have to start saving from scratch and I have to have 2500$ by March on my salary! I can’t even afford to buy boots for winter’!!

That’s one problem.

The second problem is that I have a stalker. It started the last few months. I was walking down the street with my dog and he stopped his vet next to me while touching himself. Then he did it again 3 weeks later, and again 3 weeks after that. I talked to the cops, but they don’t give a shit. My boyfriend got me a taser and has been so supportive through this whole thing. He even insisted to start walking with me, even though he lives nowhere near me! Then a few days ago, the asshole showed up again.

Is this gna be my life? Every 3 or 4 weeks I have to see some asshole grab his dick when he sees me??!! I’m so fucking angry and sad and I just can’t anymore. I’m tired. I just need someone to tell me that things are going to be ok.