First time showering after depression hit!!

Sooo I’ve have depression for a long time now(long story that I don’t want to get into(((:) and for the past month it’s been hitting really really hard tot he point where I haven’t taken a shower/brushed my teeth/washed any clothes for two weeks. And I’m about to cry cause I just took an hour long shower and brushed my teeth/dyed my hair/SHAVED!! I FUCKING SHAVED!!! And my clothes are in the wash now! I forgot how good showers felt. Like real showers. Not just pity baths where you “wash” your hair by dunking it on the water once. But an actual shower!!

Probably sounds kinda weird and gross but I’m actually going to cry cause it’s been so long!!