I don't have girlfriends

Eve

I've really never had girl friends because I hate being back stabbed or judged or hate it when they see you as a threat and might end up stealing my bfs, I've always had boy friends why because they are fun and outgoing not to mention some are cute lol but the problem with that is that most of them want to be with me and end up getting jealous of others , I've never dated any of my friends however the boyfriends I've had get jealous because I hang out with guys so I've stopped talking to 95% of them just to keep my bfs from bitching but every time I get dumped I have less and less friends I can talk to because I push them to the and don't talk as much or hang out , what should I do ?