Feeling defeated 😔

My spouse & I have been ttc for over a year! We had a miscarriage in July of this year , & was heartbreaking! I was diagnosed with PCOS this year & honestly feel so defeated. I have tried Preseed, Pregnitude, fertility teas & made changes to my diet. It has been a NIGHTMARE trying to get prescribed some medication to help me ovulate! I am going to see what will be my 5th doctor so far in a about a week or so to see what kind of help they can provide for me. I just feel like I’m broken. 😢😔