My dad and I don’t really talk 😥

I love my dad. Sometimes I get mad at him and call him stuff but I still love him. He’s had a hard life as a child. He’s a hard worker the only bad thing about him is that he drinks and smokes. Basically my whole family smokes and I am for sure I’m never gonna smoke. Me and my dad don’t talk anymore when I was a little girl I used to be with him the whole time but it’s not like that anymore. I miss him and I wanna start talking to him more but I don’t know how please help me 😥

For the people who speak Spanish there’s this song called corridor de Juanito and that song reminds me so much of my dad and his life