Need recommendations

So about 2 and a half years ago, I was sexually assaulted. By the FBIs definition, it was rape. By my state, forcible sodomy. I know I should talk to a counselor or somebody, but I’m not quite ready for that. But, that’s not important, it’s just a little back story.

I thought I had moved on and dealt with it, but I was wrong. But I’m at the point where I feel like I *need* t move on and forgive myself for it. Why? Because I feel like I need to move on, for my future, for future relationships, for my well being.

I already read my Bible everyday. I only do a chapter, but I take notes and really try to understand what I am reading, so even that takes a while. I’m not necessarily reading scriptures to help me deal with this emotional mess, but following along my reading plan.

But, I feel like turning to God will help me. Are there any Bible studies, Christian books, etc about moving on after sexual trauma? Or even any on relationships in general?

I would prefer something I could get on my Kindle, but I’m open to all suggestions.

Thank you.