I want my life back and a baby!

Every time I feel like we are beginning to see the light a shoe drops...again......

My husband and I were married in court three years ago when we moved back to the US from Italy. Naturally we started his green card process and are stillllll having problems getting approved!! We just had our big traditional wedding in italy this September and then were planning on trying for a baby immediately when he got blocked at the airport and we have been separated since then. I also have PCOS and have been doing sooooo many things to regulate my cycles and ovulation. It was devastating and now we have no idea what’s going to happen to us and where we are going to have to live and what jobs we are going to have and weather we will have a home or not. I’m so scared. But I want a baby so bad... idk what to do anymore.. I am going to Italy for Christmas to see him and maybe we will try and hope for the best and that we will be able to continue our lives together again in US and continue all the life plans we had of a baby and family and house....

needing some encouragement!