Reading the Divorce Paper

So my fiancé has been married before, and since we’re getting married soon he handed me an envelope that contained his divorce papers since we would be needing it. Last night for some unknown reason I decide to go through the divorce papers and read every little detail. I don’t know if it was seeing her name or what that completely just made me upset.

He never really talks about her which I completely understand and respect. However, I do get a little curious and last night I decide to look her up through Facebook.

I immediately regret my decision. I believe she doesn’t use Facebook anymore because it still has their pictures on there and it hasn’t been touched since 2015.

Anyways, I was scrolling through her posts and immediately breakdown after seeing a picture of her daughter and him together. We have been ttc for a few months now and still no luck and it has just made me really sad that at the moment I can’t have that kind of moment with him.