Mad at myself

So last night I️ didn’t wanna be in the house with my roommate and her boyfriend. This guy who I️ said I️ wasn’t going to talk to anymore texted me and was like do you wanna hang I️ said yea so I️ get to his house and that’s when I️ knew it was a bad idea because all he wanted to do was eat me out 🙄long story short he ate me out and fingered me( wasn’t good at all) so I told him get me a uber home this dick gives me a stupid as lie like uber locked me out for canceling three trips so I️ said okay I️ end up getting my own uber but this dude didn’t even walk me to the uber he just closed his door and locked it 😤🙄like I️ honestly should have seen that coming so I️ made a promise to myself last night to not deal with him at all so I️ deleted his number took him off ig and snap ( he’s also a real dick) but yea like I️ feel horrible and stupid I️ should’ve stayed my ass home ugh