Just really need someone to talk to right now... 😞. * pic for attention**

So I have a beautiful 15 week old little girl Olivia we found out at 31 weeks that she has serious cardiac issues ( even offered a termination because they didn’t think she would make it after birth!) however she has exceeded everything they said she wouldn’t!! We have a long road ahead of us as shes going to need a lot of operations even possibly a heart transplant

However... I’ve just found I’m pregnant again and I have no idea how It happened or how far along I am I was on the pill!!

I just really don’t know how I feel I don’t feel ready for another child I’m only 21 with Olivia is being sick she’s enough as it is!!

But I can’t keep thinking that I choose to keep Olivia when they offered to terminate her so why would I then terminate a baby?

I just really don’t know what to do or think,

I don’t even know if I could cope with another child!!? :(

Just so confused and when I tried to talk to my fiancé all I got was “ hahaha I have super spunk” *sorry tmi*