Do NOT judge 🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️

Few months ago I met a guy who is a police officer ! Very nice, handsome, well mannered guy other then having a great career and previously used to serve for our country !

We started to talk here and there ! He would take care of me at work since he worked off duty at my job all the way up to the time that I quit...

We began to have dinners on his couple hour break; go to his house watch movies have some crazy sex which I began to fall inlove ! No one knows about what we have ! We’re secrets in each other’s lives basically !

Turns out to be... WE ARE having UNPROTECTED sex and he asked so sexy “Can I cum inside you?” I replied “NOO ! PULL OUT!” He says he didn’t cum inside me but I don’t know what it really feels like so there’s a high chance I can be pregnant according to my doctor... last period in November was 12 days late ! I’ve felt OFF NOT MYSELF ! Ive become super sensitive and not feeling okay !

I let him know how I went to the doctors to get checked and they did a pregnancy test as I would at home... came back negative ! I’m still waiting ! I spoke to my doctor once again on Friday who said “THERES A HIGH POSSIBILITY OF pregnancy!” I said okay cool let’s give blood work in to get a for sure answer !

If I was to be pregnant he DOES NOT want the baby because he claims to NOT be ready but I don’t believe in abortions because I lost a child May2016 ! And every baby that is made has NO fault in what WE do !

I also tried texting him today and I got NO reply ! Idk what’s going on.. he claims to love me but this isn’t normal he’s been acting pissed !

Please please please ! What should I do ?