Masturbation: now I feel guiltttt

Okay so bear with me ladies.. I know masturbation is 100% normal and healthy for us to do and I don’t see anything wrong with it. I have masturbated a few times before (I’m 18) but I’ve never really been able to get into it and get to the point of having a full blown orgasm.

Today I was home alone and decided to try to take some time to really love myself and make myself feel pleasure. (Something I’ve never really taken ENOUGH TIME to do.) plus it’s hard to find the chance to be 100% home alone to relax and be comfortable in doing so... anyways... I decided to try to watch lesbian porn to try to get myself in the mood. By my surprise, IT WORKED. It got me really turned on and aching for sexual pleasure.

I’m straight I’m not a lesbian but lesbian porn does something to me and it’s great... I was finally able to really get into it and orgasm. But now I feel extremely GUILTY for watching porn. Especially because my boyfriend and I made a mutual agreement a while back that we wouldn’t watch porn out of respect for one another...

Now I need some advice on this guilty feeling... How do I get over this mental block? And am I in the wrong ????