Terrified....

So I'm 36 weeks 3 days, I'm completely terrified of being a mom... it just hit me hard right now that I'm really gonna be a mommy to this baby girl... I'm a ftm and have no idea what I'm doing. I don't want to screw up anything and be the best I possibly can for my baby, it scares me that she's going to be here so soon.. To think that I'm going to be the one person this little girl looks up to and will come to with any problems she may face is a terrifying thought. I can't wait to see her beautiful little face and be there for her no matter what....

but I guess I never thought that I'd actually be a mom...