Aggravating sometimes

Ugh I’ve been dating my boyfriend for almost 4 months, and I’m waiting til marriage to have sex, but sometimes we’re just sitting there making out and I want him so bad, and it just kinda bothers me because I’m determined to wait and he’s okay with that. It’s just so aggravating sometimes because I want to and I know he does to but I also want to wait. So this is just me kinda ranting since I don’t really want to tell my boyfriend about this, especially with exams coming up, I just don’t want him to get focused on something else.