Hurting

I finally confronted my bf of 4.5 yrs about whether he sees a future with me.ive always wanted to talk about it but didnt cuz I was too scared we would have to seperate.he said he would think about it but whenever I brought the topic up he would find someway to not talk about.

I told him if hes going to shy away from any conversation about it hes clearly doesnt see me in his future.he still didnt haveanything to say to me.im proud of myself for finally letting go of theburden tht I was holding but damn it hurts so bad to be rejected :(