Hormones got me like...

I'm due at the end of July (just a guess, first appointment is on the 20th!) and looking through all of these posts of excited and nervous mommies has me all weepy! This is my first baby and I'm absolutely petrified of miscarrying. I've wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl and I didn't think it would ever happen for me. This pregnancy wasn't planned and that makes me even more nervous because if something happens and I miscarry, I don't know if I'll ever get another chance. Logically I know these feelings are a lot stronger because of my hormones but it's so hard to look at it that way! I just want to enjoy my pregnancy instead of being nervous the whole time.