I don’t even know what to do

TTC almost two years. just had sex on my peak day and now i’m debating about driving to store at 330am to get plan b. my husband told me he doesn’t want to get me off and he doesn’t like having sex with me because “you’re fat and it disgusts me”. he hasn’t given me an orgasm since we have been married. he said he loves me and he’s fine with not having sex. but i’m not ok with that.