Friends

Everyone. So I have this friend. She is going through a lot of stuff. She has this thing that's wrong with her back (can't remember) and has thyroid problems. But her and I go to the same church. And at 6:000-8:00 we go to youth group. And we have small group time, but I feel like what I say they don't care about me but they only care about her. Yes I totally get it she is going through a lot but I don't even get attention at my house because everyone is just mean to me. I kinda want to go to another group but I don't want to be that jealous. And I have another friend that goes but I totally feel like she judges me. She doesn't text me back when I text her and she always care about the other friend. I don't know what to do.