I've taken my

bf back after 4months apart he says we are courting again tbh I don't know what the difference is between dating being together as a couple or courting but I'm worried he won't want to know if he finds out I have been making myself sick I no I'm not good enough for him I have spinabifida epelipsy he could do so much better especially now I'm making myself sick he could do so much better than me told him before I tell him now but I can't live without him I even selfharming when he broke up with me he was first everything